Good try Brianne – but deaths and births are two experiences all families have in common. Both are part of the natural order.
However, since you want to talk about karma – let’s talk about the personal karma you’ve attracted over the last 10+ years of internet stalking, trolling, stealing, harassing. It’s a sadder story than most know isn’t it, Brianne? I’ll get to that in a couple of paragraphs.
Due to the fact you don’t stop what you do – karma doesn’t stop either and you only have to look at your life to see how karma affects you. Possibly you have difficulty connecting to the reality of it more so than other people.
Karma from 10+ years of stalking and trolling has you living in a Burnaby Chinatown slum subsidy apartment, still with your parents at age 26. Still it’s better than living in a group home isn’t it Brianne? Your life is a fantasy lived out on the internet in fake pictures and fake stories. You aren’t capable of holding a job – that will be explained.
People in your apartment building say you have an extremely offensive body odor, usually dressed in nasty dirty pants and sweaters with hair to match. Neighbors say you are sometimes seen around the building and even going out into public with nothing but under slips on and other times wearing flimsy negligee clothing you think are party dresses. Sad.
You’ve tweeted and blogged you have suffered from mental illness – depression, but that isn’t exactly true is it Brianne? Around the age of 8, you were diagnosed as “functionally retarded”, right? It’s a form of mild to moderate retardation. The behaviors exhibited are usually overlooked or ignored by at least 50% of the population, rarely being seen for what it is.
Not all Fetal Alcohol Syndrome people have the extreme facial characteristics we think of most often with this birth defect – but you have to do extensive photoshopping on any picture of yourself you make public, don’t you? People who have seen your pictures taken during real life situations and un-photoshopped are aware of the big differences between them and your other pictures on twitter, facebook, etc.. You cover most of the defects up, but the unusually small eyes that you always make too big and large lower lip are a bit difficult to handle aren’t they Brianne?
Your parents started taking you to a regional hospital for control medications trying to prevent your institutionalization at a rather young age didn’t they Brianne? Then they and you discovered your love for the internet – and whatever went on there was better than having to deal with that same behavior in open society. So! Internet Brianne was born!
Brianne gets a fascination going about someone and she can’t disconnect from that person. The fascination and thoughts become like a “loop” that go round and round in her mind day and night. She continues to act out the same behaviors over and over. She was diagnosed as “functionally retarded”, a term used by her mother, who should know after all, as she was the one drinking while pregnant with Brianne. She can write and photoshop, ride the transit by herself, use a computer well – it’s the behavioral and social skills, social boundaries she has problems with.
Brianne – If you want to change your karma – embrace yourself as you are – help others who are the same and try to live a life of decency. Impaired and limited people can do all that. Which means you can too.
Brianne Patterson may suffer from mild to moderate retardation, through no fault of her own – but does she know right from wrong is the question? Based on the behavior I’ve seen out of her for months – I say no, she doesn’t.